when you are diagnosed
you hear that dreaded word
one you have denied
can't be, won't be
is
your world falls out from under you
loss
empty
fear
what if floods your thoughts
tears run freely
can't be
is
walking in shock
moving slowly, mechanically
when you are diagnosed
nothing is the same
never the same
shock drives you
fear encircles you
can't be
is
now what, now where
talk to who
answers?
where are they
this means? That says
tests, tests and tests
stacked like blocks
one on the other
back to back
marks and tattoos
fears and tears
can't be
is
diagnosed
surgery
a nightmare
pain that follows
healing
then treatments
radiation
chemo
sick so sick
tired beyond tired
time passes
slowly
healing
slowly
fully
is
and before anyone asks, I'm fine. My cancer was back in 2008...but some things you never forget. Not that I want to. As long as I remember, I can share, I can comfort, I can listen in full understanding. I have walked that path, I know the darkness, but I also know the Light that guided me.
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